18/2/04

Are you feeling better...
Can u smile or r u still bitter
Think I managed a laugh or two today
I'm not really ok but that's just my way
Are these rhymes freaking u out
I do this when I can't cry out loud
Every little thing reminds me of u
Sad songs, cigarette smells, orange juice too
Mom asked me what is it I keep writing
Poetry, i said, while she walked away disbelieving
Really I have no wish to fuck up ur life
I simply can't get u out of my mind
Happiness is a little purring Tiger
with his paws like neoprene on my finger
Oophs I've gone off track again
Its quite difficult to concentrate and be sane
There r other things I should worry about now
Like should i pierce my belly, would I look like a cow
Maybe all I can give is not enough
But I'd really love to make u laugh
Maybe u'd forgive me, just dunno when
Please call when u can, I'll always be ur friend